okay. i got my results. I GOT THEM WORSE. but you know what!!! I'M NOT UPSET AT ALL!! okay. i'm a weirdo. haha. but i sort of know that my result wont be good la. like i kindda screw up my math paper1. thou i tried really hard for my paper 2. My subjects all drop by one grade. like my maths and combine humans all fail. got D7. then Combined Sci(Phy/Bio) got C5. when my previous result for maths and Combined Humans is C6 and Sci i got B4.(if i'm not wrong) that just goes to say that i cant really self study. nvm. it's over. To be true, i dont really care if i got good grades anot, going to poly anot.okay, maybe a little bit. but what i'm really being bothered with is going to a whole new place. like i always say, i HATE going to a place with all people i dont know one. yup. that thought alone will kill me. people who read this post. pray for me. that i will be able to overcome this problem la. this thing is irritating. THANK YOU(:
I DONT WANNA THINK NOW. THINKING OF WHERE TO GO SUCKS.
[sorry if it sounds rude]
i know that you all are concern bout me getting result but the asking and asking is making me feel quite irritated. because i feel like being forced to think about all this when i'm already quite stress over thinking. sorry if i showed attitude during this time. so, sorry for it. and try not to ask. i know i have to think and i will go think. thats it okay? and i will pray about it. thanks for all the concern from you all.[:
okay.. my FIRST blog post for the year 2008!! haha. soon i'm going to get my results le. hmmm. i'm the kind who dont like to go to a new enviroment one. as if it would kill me if i go. but was just reluctant to go la. so thinking that i have to go poly. have to go to a unfamiliar enviroment then i will freak out la. like primary sch, the first day of school is my parents bring me to school one. so not so afraid. but now. cant be my parents bring me to poly right... it's tired to worry about stupid stuff la. and i also want to go work. but then the enviroment thingy is bugging me again. like i will be afraid to go to a completely new place. thats why it's hard for me to work alone. really hard.
Anyway. 2007 is over. er. felt that i really seem to have wasted a year la. and i dont want to do the same for 2008. hopefully i wont waste. yup. There is a period of time i dont feel like going to church la. erm. cant explain why. but there is a time when i dont feel "home" in church. i will feel out of place when i'm in church la. so i sort of dont want to go?? something like this? but then i think 2007 really let me see the LOVE among brothers and sisters again la. really had fun serving. thou sometimes i will dont feel like going for the event. but later on when i go my attitude will change la. which is good la. (: Really felt glad that i didnt give up la. i think if i give up i would have regret la. yup. and Thank God for the people He put around me la. give me supports and encouragments la. it helped. alot. Like grace, when i was like joining back church again, after not coming for a while, she was with me la. so i didnt felt so uncomfortable la. THANK YOU GRACE!!!!!!!!!!! ( if you see this post.(: ) Then also got talk to meifoong shuqin they all. like the encouragment they gave. let me think alot la. about not leaving la. So.. THANK YOU MEIFOONG AND SHUQIN!!!!!!!! And still have other people la. like waiyee xiaoling they all. yup. so THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! (:
I think people wont know the LOVE we got here untill they come la. haha. is until i dont come church then i realise that without Christ i'm reallly nothing lo. erm. if i'm not working spiritually, i'm just waiting to die only lo. like what can you do?? work?play?study?eat?sleep? thats all?? then wait for one day to end. then wait for a month to pass. waiting for the new year to come? then grow older by a year. but the life you lead is still the same?? actually you look back what you do it's all the same. Like you really cant do much la. and what you acheive is 帶不走的。yup. true? haha. think it's very true la. yup. haha. okay. i'm ending my first post. a long one. i think. haha.
这一年来我得到的很多，你呢？
Anyway. 2007 is over. er. felt that i really seem to have wasted a year la. and i dont want to do the same for 2008. hopefully i wont waste. yup. There is a period of time i dont feel like going to church la. erm. cant explain why. but there is a time when i dont feel "home" in church. i will feel out of place when i'm in church la. so i sort of dont want to go?? something like this? but then i think 2007 really let me see the LOVE among brothers and sisters again la. really had fun serving. thou sometimes i will dont feel like going for the event. but later on when i go my attitude will change la. which is good la. (: Really felt glad that i didnt give up la. i think if i give up i would have regret la. yup. and Thank God for the people He put around me la. give me supports and encouragments la. it helped. alot. Like grace, when i was like joining back church again, after not coming for a while, she was with me la. so i didnt felt so uncomfortable la. THANK YOU GRACE!!!!!!!!!!! ( if you see this post.(: ) Then also got talk to meifoong shuqin they all. like the encouragment they gave. let me think alot la. about not leaving la. So.. THANK YOU MEIFOONG AND SHUQIN!!!!!!!! And still have other people la. like waiyee xiaoling they all. yup. so THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! (:
I think people wont know the LOVE we got here untill they come la. haha. is until i dont come church then i realise that without Christ i'm reallly nothing lo. erm. if i'm not working spiritually, i'm just waiting to die only lo. like what can you do?? work?play?study?eat?sleep? thats all?? then wait for one day to end. then wait for a month to pass. waiting for the new year to come? then grow older by a year. but the life you lead is still the same?? actually you look back what you do it's all the same. Like you really cant do much la. and what you acheive is 帶不走的。yup. true? haha. think it's very true la. yup. haha. okay. i'm ending my first post. a long one. i think. haha.
这一年来我得到的很多，你呢？
