back to blogging....erm...recently like keep thinking bout poly stuff la..esp after that day we celebrated CK bday at seoul..e talk with weiYang..like see tat i don have much time to think of wad course to take lo...like have been running away frm this question la..for like very long liao also.. like i don wan to leave my comfort zone la...and enter into a place where i will feel very uneasy la...erm...know that i can't alwasy stay in my comfort zone la... but i like very reluctant to go adapt into a new place lo...like very scared la..thou it sounds stupid...but i jus think so lo... i like e kind of person whom very easily will hang out with ppl easily...but i jus find e starting point super super super super super hard lo...jus to step out is gonna kill me la... hmmm..seems unbelivable..but it's true... den every night like when wanna slp this tod of going to poly will like keep me awake la...den have to listen to mp3 to listen till i slp la...den got e don wan to study anymore feel... den like always stay e way i a also good lo..but sure it's impossible la...now even like say i have to go to a sch to take my 'O' level 我都不願意咯..有時真不明白為什麽會有人敢一個人去做一些事咯~ think i stay too long in comfort zone liao lo.. really.. e first step is gonna kill me liao lo.....i like jus don wan to go to another place leh...and i can't imagine i going to work...on my own lo....thou like ppl will say i wont always stay with my frens one la...i know and i understand..but it's jus simply so hard to overcome this kind of feeling lo...haix....this feel really very.....feel like throwing away lo...Does anyone have any ways of having a better sleep at night to provide me with.....?