I was reading the book [Don't tell Mummy]. I read this book for like half a year? I borrowed from *Xiaoling. Then now I everyday have to take bus and it takes very long, so I would bring a book along to read la. And Yesterday I was reading and reading then I read until I was so angry with the father luh.

The writer is a lady who got raped by her father since she was six. Till the age of 14 when she got pregnant. She went for an abotion, which later cause her to be infertile. I read until here I already feel so angry luh! What kind of father is this?! Sick!

When she was already an adult, her mum got cancer. The mother also very old by then. So was lying in the hospice all the time la. She being the nice daughter whom wanted love so much from her mother, stayed by her mum's side. Then when it's time her mother is going to leave, the father still not there eh! The daughter called the father and ask him to come, he just gave STUPID reason like, I can't drive in the night. I'm like.. what the... They don't have taxi one meh?? Then the daughter scolded him and ask him get himself to the hospice la.

The mother always wanted a happy family. So she always want her family to act happy with her. But with the raping thing going on, how can the daughter be happy? But she act happy tgt with the mother la. The mother also those kind, wanted the man more than the children. I think the mum knows about whats going on between the husband and the daughter. BUT SHE DID NOTHING!!!! Just continue being her FAKE HAPPY WOMAN! *faint*

Then I read until the part the daughter screamed at the father ask him to get to the hospice I buay tahan already la. The daughter is trying to leave everything nice for the mother before she leaves the world eh. Like, after what the mother has done, which is not taking any actions toward the husband raping the daughter, she can still treat the mother like this? I think if it's me, I won't even go visit at the hospital. And the father for saying stupid things. I think I will feel like slapping him. Slap might not even be enough. But at least I wont wanna stay in contact with them! This kind of family, leave le jiu suan le ba.

I was in the bus reading and I was thinking what I would do to treat this kind of parents. And I think I will treat them as invisible. But still like not enough lo. I just want them to suffer emotionally lo. But I doubt the father will feel guilty or anything. But well.. I'm not loving at all. This kind of mother who only thinks of herself. Why bother? It's not a good thinking. So don't learn from me. Then after that I cant stand reading it and I close the book. I'm going to finish the book already. Lets see what reaction I will have later.

Elective is out! I got english language! SHIT LA! TIO GERMAN ALSO BETTER THAN ENGLISH RIGHT! *faint again* I hope got my friends go the same elective as me la. If not I dang sian leh! But still give thanks. At least I never tio maths. (:

oh. I'm going to meet *Jiahui and I haven got ready at all!! Got to go