28th `JulyWent out with ex-classmates on Tuesday. It's nice. (: Since it's rather long since we last met up. I didn't even know our little yet LOUD Biology teacher, Ms han, is married! She got married in Feb. When we got no idea of this happening at all. We had pasta at Pasta de Waraku. Then we went to the river side and...
一直以来，我都没有想过，如果神要给我的不是我要的我真的会很在意吗?答案是：会。以前，就算我得不到我原本要的，但最后的结果也不是那么糟。所以我还能接受。也没有什么异议。今天考试，虽然结果还没出，但总觉得不会考很好。当下我心情真的很糟。什么也不想说，不想笑，不想去想，就什么也不要。有怨吗？应该有吧。但在怨什么我也不知道。虽然说我应该想，事物的发生总有它的原因，但我满脑子都是坏的念头。完全想不到会有什么好的一面。回家的路上我什么也没多说。想要走回家的但因为下雨而不能。就因为身体不适，心情也变得不好。我知道身边的人都在说鼓励的话，但我当时真的听不进。一心只想放弃，还想过休学。有那种“既然做不好就算了”的念头。烦啊~烦死了……最近都因为考试而不开心。这种感觉我真的很不喜欢。我没想过我会成为“学业”的奴隶。被它绑得死死的，逃不出来。平常心。对于一些事我不能假装我不知道。其实，知道的越多越辛苦。但因为好奇心，我还是问了下去。我没办法再像以前一样去看一些事。态度也变得不一样了。太“真”有些时候还是会带来一些困扰的。我需要很多石头来把坏念头都打掉。。。。。。对不起如果因为我的心情而影响到你们。。。 ...
Another classmate of mine tag me in this photo. The full version. I seriously don't recall when this was takennnn! And my teacher is the lady there. She was saying, "oh my, you guys have grown so big!"Yeah.. we are already 20.... Primary 4. Which is like 10 years ago for me! ...
Alright. I was tagged a photo in Facebook. By Misss Yana. She is my teacher when I was Primary 4. That's what I remember la. Anyway... This photo.. I DIDNT EVEN KNOW WHEN THE HELL I TOOK IT!WHEN DID I EVER TAKE THIS PHOTO!? I LOOKED LIKE THIS WHEN I WAS PRIMARY 4?! I DON'T EVEN KNOW THAT! waaaaa *faint*I thought I look...
okok. Change to angmoh language today. I went out with *Chan Junjie and *Liangzhi today. To watch harry potter. It's not the kind that takes your breathe away, I mean this movie. But I thought it's still quite nice. I love all the Ron Weasley part! haha. More romance are coming up! Although that's not the main part of the story anyway... BUT...
今天meet了Jiahui。我的“好”同学们今天都一起去了Ikea。真可惜。没能去。他们一定说了我很多东西咯。尤其是Yonghwee，每次都故意捉弄我。你烦不烦啊！It's like quite bad with how things are going on la. If I'm the person I think I'll feel quite awful. Of course I don't wish I'm the one.. But yeah... Knows nothing yet still being this happy. Will _______________ really be happy if _______________ knows what's going on? Definitely not. No one will.My feeling of giving up studying is growing heavier and...
今天拿回了RAD的成绩。我不及格。。全班就那么一个人不及格。那就是我。当下我真的生气到暴。眼泪都快掉下来了。我从小到大，没有一次成绩是全班最烂的。我想是因为怕需要重读，我超不想的！当时我说的话也只有气馁的话。什么都不想做，都不想读。想退学，想做自己想要做的。又因为有很多东西要做，令到我更想放弃。但心底是知道不可能啦。但那也都是当下的想法啦。之后我还是可以有说有笑的。多希望生命也可以CTRL-Z……editted.... ...
赶赶赶。每一天都在赶这个，赶那个。喘不过气了！睡眠时间变得好少。哪儿够啊！真想放下一切不做了。怎么可能！生长在这个，什么都要靠文凭的国家/世界，哪里可能就这样不读了。是谁说poly student没有那么stress的。那些说这话的人一定都是初院生！*叹气*我只想抱怨一下。现在要回去做我的presentation了。要再度回到火坑的感觉真不好受！)': ...
I was reading the news on DBSK (again..). haha. But anyway. It's an interview asking them what kind of family they want. (: INTERESTING! haha. Alright, at least it interest me. Jejung wants A LOT of kids! But that depends on his wife's health too. But if really cannot A LOT, three would be nice.[ Three is already A LOT! But he seem...
从我朋友的部落格上看到了这一句话“没有结果的故事才最美，最不容易被人遗忘。”真的吗？没有结果的故事真的最美吗？我不这么认为。没有结果的故事就像是少了什么似的。让我感到厌烦。本人最不喜欢的就是没有一个明确的结尾的故事。虽然说作者可能是要让大家有想象的空间，照着自己喜欢的去相信。但我就是不喜欢。就喜欢那种有明确答案的结果。就算结局不好，我也ok。有那种，知道了结果，再决定下一步要怎么做的感觉。如果是要忘记的，就果断的忘了。总比让我去猜来得好。但这是我个人认为的。你们也不一定要同意。(:我一定是受施晓伶（湿纸巾）的影响，现在好爱用中文写部落格哦。觉得华文字在部落格上显得好漂亮哦。可能也是因为部落格的“皮”简单了，所以让中文字显得凸出，也漂亮了。今天……和理工学院的同学一起出去。厚~他们超会逛的！逛得我脚都破皮了！也好酸。也买了一双鞋。好开心！Serena收获还真多。买了又买。也到了Vanessa工作的地方。好想在那里工作哦。能常常遇到韩国人呃。。。今天也在店里看到了他们韩国来的店长。Okay啦。就韩国人的样。哈哈。废话。但那间店真的很漂亮。粉红色的。也放着很多有Lee Minho照片的文件夹。好好看哦。厚~如果每次都要像今天一样逛街，我一定死得很惨。好累哦~我快挂了。去睡了。Oyasumi nasai~ (: ...
近，Rick, Zuee他们没都迷上了看韩版流行花园。Zuee 就喜欢上了具俊表(Goo Junpyo)。Rick就还蛮喜欢允智厚(Yoon Jihoo)的。然后！重点来了！Rick就说他想把头发剪成Jihoo的发型。然后我们又在说要换msn的照片。然后我就send他啦。以下的谈话就是这样来的。gray = happyQUEENpink = Zuee/Rick aiya... i have one is icons.. not picture..means small small niayou want?put dp can la i show you what mine is like RICK HEREu keep my pics ar my fans sia cant believe it SIAO AH! junsu wil whack me u know that one is KIM HYUN JOONG!NOT RICK NG JUN HAO! my name...
今天……考试也考完了。就忘了吧。今天下载了一个专辑。里头有一首歌叫[圓舞曲]。 还蛮好听的。演唱者是徐佳莹。这首歌……很难唱！我在家试唱。唱得我的声音都快挂了。尤其是 “他吟唱著真心的字句” 这句。厚~很难。美凤！挑战一下吧! 呵呵你们自己听听看吧~要成功把它唱好也不是不可能啦。把嗓子给唱破了就有可能咯。哈哈。 ...
I just watched the Mirotic concert since I just downloaded it. Throughout the whole concert, this is the part that I like most!I really like this song now! Just a simple song. So nice.. Imagine he sing this to you. Confirm got a good night sleep lo! hahaha. kidding la. But I think very nice la.. (: So just watch. hehee ...
I watched Transformers 2 : Revenge of the fallen yesterday with *Chan Junjie and *Peckgee. (: haha. Quite nice la.. Apart from the super hot lady Megan Fox, which almost every guy out there is looking forward to seeing.. Bumblebee is cool too! hahaha. That robot is like so cute la! hahaha. Plus Iluma cinema is new ma. Then the space is quite...
I'm dying from doing school workS. Quizes, report, upcoming exam, projects, presentations. I super like living in my own world. A lot of things I like don't know one lo. Is Zuee tell me then I know. Then I still shock like got so many things to do. Thank God ah.. 我身边好多救星哦。haha. Who would know that even ANG YONG HWEE became my saviour...
haha. *Meifoong was telling me about Vaness Wu on msn. haha. Then I go wiki a little. Then come upon his blog. haha. It's like life changing...It's like nice to see him changed. ahhaa.Click to viewIt's an article on him saying some stuff la. Click to read it. Ermmm. It's in chinese.. Fan ti zi..And this is his BLOG la.haha. This is a...
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