On this afternoon as the first snow is falling
If only I could call you, I’d be so happy
A year has already passed but I’m still not over you
So I talk to myself, “I’m lonely”

(Turn back the clock) if only I could go back one year
(Turn back my heart) would we be different now?
Yeah, it’s a stupid thought, but still, what if

If I met you, would tears rise up?
The foolish me wouldn’t be able to say anything
Tell me, Merry Merry Christmas, hi, how have you been?
When the snow falls, would my bruised heart get covered whitely?

I’m sorry I didn’t treat you well
That Christmas I was only filled with regrets

I walked alone on a street filled with lights, everyone looks happy
I used to think you would always be there like air
But I foolishly let you go, I’m so sorry

(Such a typical story) After time passed, the fact that you’re so precious
(It always passes by) Why didn’t I know back then?
I want to tell you that it’s different now

If I met you, would tears rise up?
The foolish me wouldn’t be able to say anything
Tell me, Merry Merry Christmas, hi, how have you been?
When the snow falls, would my bruised heart get covered whitely?

Is it tears or is it because of the snow?
That Christmas, I kept seeing you get farther away

It’s so strange, just thinking of you makes tears fall
Tears are falling falling falling
I want to go back to you
I can do anything
Even if all of my life till now disappears girl

If I met you, would tears rise up?
The foolish me wouldn’t be able to say anything
Tell me, Merry Merry Christmas, hi, how have you been? Baby girl
When the snow falls, would my bruised heart get covered whitely?

I’m sorry I didn’t treat you well
I was only filled with regrets

If I met you, would tears rise up? (tears rise up)
Can’t say anything (I can’t say anything)
Tell me, Merry Merry Christmas, hi, how have you been?
When the snow falls, would my bruised heart get covered whitely?

Is it tears or is it because of the snow?
That Christmas, I kept seeing you get farther away

From the melody I couldnt tell that its actually a sad(?) song? ha-ha. But I quite like the melody. :)

Christmas is over and a brand new year is coming. People around me are thinking of new year resolutions and telling me to think of something as well. So I reflected a bit of my life, and one of the thing that I'm lacking in life is faith in Him. And I need this before I can grow closer to Him. I certainly hope I won't waste 2014 away just like how I wasted the years before... I can also imagine more people asking me when am I getting married, got boyfriend or not and stuff. Afterall, I'm turning 25 next year. That's like one common thing people ask at family gatherings? Ha-ha, don't care. 

But I certainly hope that I will be able to closer to God, not so lazy in reading christian books and reading His words too. Okay, maybe my new year resolution should be : I should try harder and not give up on reading His words!