Vodka and Caviar: 2010

Liar Game/Internship/Finding jobs/Shopping

, by kuanniie

I just want to blog!

The girly girls! (: Out with them on monday. (: I want more outings. But sometimes i'm having second thoughts. I.... don't know.

What I love about these girls :

Steph, she's always nice to open the door for us. Sharing sweets with us, If someone bullied you she will be angry together with you. Someone who shares the feeling you are feeling. My pretty Pie.

Liangpieng, nice friendly girl! Who goes randomly laughing at things which even me dont see the laughing point. Always sms-ing with "someone". Making me curious, wont your phone bill explode? hahaha. My Cutie Pie that is, ah pieng.

QiuRong, like I said before, one whom I didnt think I will hang out with. But is a really nice person, thinks of good things on your behalf and give you suggestions with good intentions, if you got what I mean.

Dawn, the retard-est retard I've ever seen. Also my BB. hahah. She's nice. Just that she likes to hit people when laughing. And laughing point is as low as me. Always not able to decide on things. Just deciding on eating Laksa or Fish rice can let her spend half a day deciding. hah!

Jasmine, not as fierce as she seems. Genuinely doing what she feels. You wont feel that she's fake and would enjoy having her around.

Vivian, able to cry easily. seriously, I was freaked out when I saw her cry in the canteen the other time. haha. But she recovers fast too. And her love for Spongebob... the only person who decorates the FYP table with spongebob and everything else. hahaha.

CYZ, she doesnt look very friendly at first. Wasnt one I will feel like coming close with. But after that you will discover she's actually quite nice. Not as unfriendly as she seems. I heard, she's just lazy to bother. hahaha

I met up with Zaini, Eugene and Retard as well on last friday. hahaha. I was waiting for the day to end so badly that day. And I was so excited to see Retard at the train station. And seeing Eugene was funny, with no reason. hahah. I see him I just want to laugh. omgosh la. He's a gay with Zai! hahahha. well random.

And as IAP goes on, I'm missing the FYP labmates.

I miss Vivian, bringing all laughters to the room. I miss Jasmine, together with me speaking all softly and discussing about people. I miss Weide, reminding me that I have to do my project. I miss Lijian, for his fisherman's friend and his smiley on facebook which I initially doubt it was him. I miss Zaini, for I always random call out his name just to say a "Hi". I miss Eugene, for his very NICE birthday song sang on Qiurong's birthday.I miss Fitri's phone's ringtone, for it's the ringtone that I only hear in FYP. I quite miss the DTs, for they are so nice and not writing the exact time that we reached. Others not mentioned might be because I'm not that close to you to write anything. (:

I'm gonna meet Mel, Jo, Jack, Jf today! For ck's birthday chalet. hmmmm. But before that, I'm going Jiahui's grandma's funeral. It's such a big jump of feelings. Seeing one wasting his life away just because he's young, and seeing another group grief over the lost of someone whom they want to spend more time with. sigh...

Well, I didnt share about my birthday celebration right! hmmmm. I had one with secondary school mates, one with church mates, one with poly mates. errr. i think that's all. I'm officially 21 now. Seriously, when you turned to 2_, the subsequent numbers chase up very fast.

and then my BAOBEI! ♥

Then with Poly friends.

Rick actually had the Junsu thing poke on the strawberry shortcake. And then he tells me, the thing is got reason one.... Okay, this is roughly what was said,

Junsu knows your birthday coming, so that time when his brother Junho came Singapore, and he also came, he gave me this cake, say he cant come on your birthday. So ask me to give this to you when celebrating your birthday.

Please note that, Junsu came with Junho on BEFORE 1st May, which is around 29th april. SO! If he kept the cake till the day we met, 27 May, THE CAKE WOULD HAVE STINK LIKE HELL! hahaha. But thanks for the thought anyway. :D

And and. Umma got me THIS present. Was super excited because this was the first thing I ever had regarding them! excluding other small things like photos.

Must put big big cos I'm really excited! hahahaha. (: Thanks umma.

Sometimes I do feel some stuff which I dont want to feel. I feel in some places, I'm drifting apart with some people. But someone assured me that I'm feeling wrong about it. But, I seriously felt so.

and I saw this, and I love it.

You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith.

Just like one chio. (:

This post just consist of so many things that I felt it's so messy. but who cares? I dont.

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, by kuanniie

Sneaking post when IAP. HEEEE

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, by kuanniie

Last day of FYP.

Okay, today is finally the last day of FYP. What a hectic week it is. Busy with presentation, AES, report. Stress over the whole attachment thing.

Throughout this whole FYP thing I felt… lost when facing my project. Seriously, doing a project here is like you are all alone. No one does the same thing as you do, help doesn’t come easily like it used to be, as friends used to be doing the same thing as you are and they can simply help you with it. Especially when your supervisor is not an expert in what you are dealing with, you can’t feel more helpless than this. But in a blink of an eye, everything is over.

Remembering at week one, I was always feeling reluctant to go FYP every day. Seriously, I know no one else having FYP except Iris, Weide (not very close somemore) and Baoyu. I mean, others like seen before, but just not close like that. Until now, week twelve, I’ve known so many more friends! (: Nice people! Seriously, wasn’t what I had expected. Even made friends with people from the other path, LP, DTSP and CYZ. (:

I will miss taking photos with the girls at “Genting”, miss going to toilet together, miss the walk to AMK hub, miss chatting with the girls, miss having lunch together, miss looking at guys and discussing which guy is good looking and also which are not, miss staring at people who don’t automatic leave their seats after finishing their lunch, miss eating laksa in koufu, miss teh peng, miss the $2 passion fruit tea, miss choco mini, miss skittles, miss chionging the bejeweled game score, miss promoting my ‘husband’ to everyone, miss stealing lijian’s sweet, miss messing with other people’s fb account, miss reading FML with the guys and laughing about it, miss challenging each other on ‘who’s gonna come in earlier tomorrow’, miss singing in lab (that’s me only, hee), miss singing of birthday song for birthday kids (which reminds me of Eugene ho!), miss writing autograph book, miss spamming on facebook of those nice quotes, poems, encouraging words. There are so many things I’m going to miss. Gonna miss all the people, all the things and all the events that happened. (:

After all, these three months was… really fun and memorable. I’ve changed my mindset of some people. (: FIRST! JASMINE CHANG! My partner for FYP. Seriously, my impression of her wasn’t exactly good before. Well, rumors to blame. Plus she has got the don’t-come-mess-with-me face. Haha. But now, she’s actually very fun to hang out with. One who is honest with her feelings, not being fake. And she can be a very funny person as well. Heeee. (: Next! QIURONG! (: Well well, her history with some people in my clique, hahaha, personally I don’t really remember la. But I wasn’t really having good impression of her before either. Hmmm. Since I’m easily influenced by people, so yeah. I know it’s unfair for me to feel negative of people whom I never hang out with before. Well, now I feel good of them. (: Qiurong is really nice. (: Since V keep saying she looks like me, so she’s like my 妹妹。haha.