Vodka and Caviar

I dig out some photos from the time I went to Malaysia to pay respect to my ah ma. Until now, we never take any photo. At there I mean. Then this time we took a few. Really a few nia. At Malaysia is quite different la. They will light fire crackers one. So while we were there, suddenly will have the loud noise like those you hear at Chinatown during CNY eve. And I like this time of the year because it's the time when most of us gather... So yeah..



It's very very very hot there. No tall trees as shade. So BIG umbrellas are definitely needed!


Anyway, last night we all went to HOTGIRL's house. Because it's her birthday. haha. It was meant to be a surprise. haha. But I didnt know. Then I spoilt the surprise. hahaha. Anyway. We ate dinner. Then fruits, then CAKES! ahaha. The cake is small small ones. And got 30 pieces. Then we ate it. It's pretty nice. I like the strawberry ones. I suppose it's strawberry la. hahaha. yumyum. I had a good time talking to *Waiyee yesterday. And later *Meifoong joined in. We shared on how God act in our life. Showing us that He is always there helping us.

ohoh! DBSK's new japanese single is out! haha! I like it! I like 'Tea for Two'! ahah. 'Stand by You' is nice too la. (: NICE NICE!


And Jaejoong's new(?) look when he go to Bangkok for the Bangkok Mirotic concert is nice! It's some photos taken at the press conference. I think it's attractive! haha.

And my Candy Junsu too. VERY attractive too. hahaha.
Look at his smile! He's the happyVIRUS alright!
And Chunnie. He changed his hair style too!
Still not the VERY nice kind. But okay la.. haha. He's REALLY ATTRACTIVE NOWADAYS! I told *Waiyee and *Meifoong about it and they goes.. She will drift off for a while. But eventually she will still like Junsu more. HAHA! HOW TRUE! hahaha. Serious lo. I always drift off but I will go back to Junsu again. HAHA!

Celebrated the self declared HOTGIRL's birthday in advance today with self declared BIGSHOT and self declared TVSTAR today. Ate Waraku de pasta just now. Though I had pork cutlet curry. Not any pasta. But I tried HOTGIRL's and it's nice. And we had the pizza. The crust is like biscuit lo.. I like the pizza a lot. We bought her a lot of ear ring. And that was because we were thinknig which one she will like more. Then I chose one, TVSTAR chose one. And then we say, buy which one.... Then I say mine. He said his. Then we say, BUY BOTH! See which one she likes. In the end she chose TVSTAR's cos she would want to wear that to school. And going to school means will wear it for 5 days.. FINE!!!! And they bought her this interesting card which is meant for people turning 30. hahaha. Quite funny. And TVSTAR is so mean lo. He wrote in the card. If HOTGIRL on diet fail nevermind. Still got me. arghhh. FINE! YOU NS MAN!

But it was enjoyable la. TVSTAR is still as crappy as ever. And he shared things that happened in army. He shared about this guy that made us all laughed like mad. hahaha! This thing happened like the second day since they entered tekong la. Then now they sleep in double deckered beds ma. Then this guy, he slept on the top. He woke up in the morning and he fell onto the floor! Then everyone in his bunk woke up in shock la. And when his friends asked him what happened, he say he forgot he is in camp now. He thought he still at home. HAHA! So he just turned and wanted to get off the bed and he fell. Then he realised he is in camp. hahah! Funny leh! Blur sia! Then he say got another guy, his eyes very small. Then TVSTAR's buddy say the guy is sleepwalking. Because his eyes are not open like wide la. And then when in the morning, they would say he havent wake up. Because the eye not open like that. FUNNY LA! hahaha. Okay la. Since he shared all these funny stuff. I shall not blame him for writing the diet thing.

Anyway. I had this question in my head while walking on the dark road back home. I was thinking, if this girl is being attack by a rapist. Then she just want to get out of this whole thing. Other than screaming for help.. Can she lie to the rapist and say she got AIDS? Hoping the rapist would be scared of the AIDS thing and back off? Is it alright? Not asking is it possible that the rapist back off. But is it alright to lie in this case? It's like saving her own life eh. Though lying is sinning also. Contracting.

People, tell me your answer on my tagboard. Thanks. And. I'm just curious la. So lets just see each other's POV.

Some things are seriously harder to let go than I've imagined..

don't care for now. I shall just go to sleep.

Finally Revival Camp ended yesterday. Wanted to blog yesterday but I was too lazy and tired to do so. Since I wanted to blog today, I decided to change my blog skin as well. Since the previous one the wordings are quite small, and I don't want to change the font size at the place you type your post. Now it's changed! I even changed the names of the links things. Like names. It's changed to chinese. But some I left it since I don't know your chinese names...

Anyway. Revival camp ended yesterday. Hmmm. Initially I was quite reluctant to go. I didn't think that the camp was going to help me in any way. Plus I was running away from problems la. Well,I am. I got to admit. I've not been confident with a lot of things especially when it comes to spiritually. And when it comes to committing to things God wants me to do, I hesitated la. But in the end I still chose to commit in the thing la. But not DM yet. This camp made me more determine to change. To really change for God's sake. And not to be stagnant la. I've wasted enough time.

God reminded me today through today's QT. I was reading Mark 11:1-26. It's like break into a few parts la. One is talking about Jesus asking his disciple to go to the town, somewhere near them, to get the colt. And Jesus said, "If anyone asks you, 'Why are you doing this?' tell him, 'The Lord needs it and will send it back here shortly.' " And indeed, when his disciples did as he said, they really encountered the problem Jesus said la. And they did as what Jesus said and the people from the town let them off with the colt. God always ask us to do something. But when doing it we will face problems la. Like his disciple met people who are questioning what they are doing. But then Jesus provided them with the solution also la. Like tell the disciples to say what Jesus had asked them to say to the villagers. Same in life la. God will ask me to do things that might make me encounter problems.. But God would also be there to tell me what to do. It's like, I haven't really been seeking God to get solutions to problems in life. So God is telling me to go back to Him for solutions la.

Then there's this verse which is really outstanding to me la.
It says : "Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in your prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours."

I've prayed, but I don't think I got the believe that God is going to help me. So I guess God is telling me to have faith in Him that He will help me.
My believe in being able to change is quite low la. I didn't think I would be able to change. I dont know is that a doubt in myself or a doubt in God's ability. But now I'm learning to really rely on Him and make changes in my life. Hopefully I'll be able to do it. (:

One thing I'm glad of going to the camp, not being a part-timer but a full-timer. I realised, it's not just the sermon that is making me wanting to change. It's the whole camp, every program that contributes to me having this thinking now la. I think if I just go as a part-timer, the idea to change my life won't be this strong. And initially I was worried for the exam thing, which is suppose to be next week. And then this H1N1 thing happened. And everything is pushed back a week. Like, God really plans everything out well. Now He gives me an extra week to really go prepare for my exam. (:

Like in Luke 11:9-10 ::
9 So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. 10 For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened.

Now I'm learning to step out of a zone I'm super used to. Super comfortable with. I hope my life would be fill up with Him.

不料。A reply towards this whole camp which I never ever expect at all. And I'm glad.

haha. Photos I dig out when clearing things in my laptop.

This shirt!!! Jaejoong has it! I want to buy lo! hahaha.
me and *Umma in lab. hahaha.
That day we went to do projects. At woodlands. Then we went to walk walk after that. Because after that Huiping wants to go dinner. So we walked a little. And we went to the CD shop. As always, I got super high seeing Tohoshinki's posters and everything. ahahha. Then then! Sera asked me to take photo with the Jonas Brothers' CD. Say make Maya jealous. ahhaha. Sorry ah Sera. I lazy to photoshop you away. haha.
Then we saw this Miss Chatterbox soft toy. and I took a photo with it! haha. I got one from Zoe they all. to hang on my phone one. haha.

And I watched this performance just now. JUN-CHAN has a slightly different hairstyle now!



Watch it. It gets a little choppy here and there. But it's still a nice live. (: My Jun-chan is so good! hahaha!


Xiaoling has been posting photos on her CUTE GUY recently. Haiya.. How can any guy be as cute as my JUN-CHAN! hahah! See!
haha. Enough of my Jun-chan. If not you all would say i'm crazy again.

Just today I started watching a new japanese drama. IT'S REALLY NICE! It's by Takuya Kimura. It's about investigating one la. JUST MY KIND OF SHOW. haahha. Watch it if you can. I feel so happy because it has been so long since a good investigating kind of drama is out. And this one is really interesting. Not like suspect X so SCIENCE. But also involved a little science la. Then Takuya Kimura acted really good inside. I like the character he acted out. Simply nice. Now there's something to look out for every week. (: and and. The plot they think of hor.. is what I REALLY never think of one. Okay, maybe I'm not so smart. But I think these japanese script writers are really good lo. How do they think of so many plots to write?!

ohoh! *Meifoong just showed me this video. OMGOSH! IT'S LIKE SUPER GOOD LUH! I FEEL SO HIGH LISTENING TO THEM SINGING! NOW I WANT TO WATCH THIS PARTICULAR CONCERTTTTT!




WATCH IT! YOU WONT REGRET IT!
my Jun-channnn~

Expired photos from LONG ago.

These are given to me by my classmates. This towel. SO BIG! Vanessa Umma is going to be so jealous! hahha!
And today we went to Bishan! haha. We ate sakae sushi buffet! hahaha. Eat until super full! haha. And that shop! IT SHOCKED ME! TOTALLY! When I went into the shop, I didn't realise that they are playing Dongbang's song! Then after awhile then I realise!!! hahah! Then I become super high. I kept smiling! Like some siao one.hahah. Then I immediately sms *Meifoong and *Umma telling them that we must go Bishan for Sakae in future! haha. Just because of their good taste in music. (((:
Hardworking *Grace studying her chem.
We were in the library, Grace was studying so *Cuimin and I were reading books lo. I looked up on the cookie book. (: And I saw this cookie with the name JAMMIE DODGERS! hahaha. It's a cookie of my name! (: hahaha. And the cookie look yummy too. JUST LIKE ME! (: hahaha!
haha. I had a great time today craping with the girls. We were so super full when we came out of the restaurant. hahaha. We played with the ice pack used to put the sashimi. haha. And now, *Cuimin looks totally like a MALAY! Or even INDIAN! She is the darkest chinese I've ever seen! haha. And we had this "ring" thing. Because we ate the strawberry smiles and took the golden thing and made a ring thing. ahaha. lame.

And I bought things from Body Shop today! haha. Because got sale. Then I bought the small small bottles of shampoo and body lotion. Since camp is coming soon, and I need to bring to camp. Then just buy lo. hahah. (: STRAWBERRY! haha. NICE SMELL! hahah. i'm crazy. haha. :P

Woke up super early yesterday, though it's holiday, and went ALL THE WAY to BOON LAY, Jurong Point, to buy ingredients and go Gladys house for STEAMBOAT! With my classmates. haha. I think we are quite happening la. haha. We just say want to go steamboat then we plan and go liao. ahaha. It's pretty fun? haha. But tired la. Have to wake up so early and then have to prepare so many things. Lucky is got many people help la. But we couldnt finish our food. We bought too much. hahaha. Greedy us. But thanks to Gladys for opening up her house for us to go la. (:

I just felt that people could have been more appreciative to what we had planned. Some more we asked and everything, took the trouble to go through the list of food and plan everything. *sigh* it's over anyway. I'm not going to care. ((((:

I'm meeting *Cuimin and *Grace later!! hahah. Like finally. We said we want to meet like LONG AGO! Now then we meet. haha. Like YAY! (:And I'm going to eat so much later!! And I'm done with the song book cover thing? hahaha. Seriously, I just thought of, nice then okay liao. hahah. Which I think it's not bad? hahaha. I like eh! hahaha. It's simple la. But just the way I like it. (: hahah.

*Meifoong showed me this video of 2ne1 singing this english song yesterday. And it's really not bad. Last time I didnt even want to check on them. But now I will.



The girl with the shortest hair. She is only 15 eh! The member's age gap quite big eh. Like, the oldest member is 25. Then another is 24 then 18. Then 15. Quite weird la. But then 25 one dont look like she is 25 la. hahaha. So should be alright la.

CL is the leader. The one with yellow headphone. She is only 18. Normally korean group is will choose the oldest person to be the leader. But dont know why it's her. Then the oldest, 25 years old, member is the one with red headphone, Bom. Dara, the one with orange headphone is the second oldest, 24 years old. Minzy is the maknae of the group, 15 years old. So in general, they are pretty good la. haha.

Today is so fun! Though I'm dead tired. We rushed like mad last night to finish the AIM storyboard and report. Omgosh. It's super a lot of things to do. Have to draw, have to write the script. I seriously do until I want to sleep sia. Then chiong until 3am plus then I faster go sleep. SUPER TIRED EH! I will upload my storyboard when I get it next time. (: It's pretty ugly though. haha.

And today we went to see people play basketball! It's like super fun! Trey, my classmate, a super disgusting guy, he play basketball super funny one! He keep doing stunt but then never score. Okay la. Only score twice! ahhaha. *Vanessa videoed this video of him playing. haha. so funny! If got chance then I upload. (: It's really super fun. hahaha.


I dont need pretenders. I am who I am. I've always been truthful even if you don't believe it. I've learnt from it and am glad that there's changes in my life. And I'm finally over it now. Totally. (: I'm so glad. And my friends around are all so nice! Like Huiping ah.. Some online friends even. (: So nice. I guess it's a reminder to me not to put too much time on things I shouldnt spend so much time on. And it also tells me that, He is always there for me. ((: happyQUEEN is happy again! (((((((((:

Alright. I got all the photos for that night. (: From *Umma.
Me and Huiping. (:


Gladys and me. (:
Zoe and Umma.
Me and Serena
Huiping and Umma.
Umma and me
Zoe, Huiping and me sitting on one side. (:


Serena and Gladys on the other side.
Taking photos by the reflection.

Serena busy putting pepper and eating her meal! haha. She very cute lo. She put the pepper also got sound effect one. ahaha.
This is Huiping's. Because got the fries. The fries really nice leh. Next time I want to eat that.
This is mine. Mashed potato and Baked potato. Thats how you can be reallllllly FULL! The meat look damn tasty. It's pretty nice also. (:
We were outside, wanting to take photo, then no one was there until this guy pass by and HE INITIATED TO HELP US TAKE GROUP PHOTO! SUPER NICEEEE! Normally is we have to approach ma. But this guy INITIATED to help us eh! SUPER NICEEEE! (((((:

hahaha. Actually after everything, though I was really FULL, I still can stuff ice cream or cake or anything SWEET! haha. But Huiping need to go home, if not her mum wont be very happy. So we sent her to the bus stop, then we go Mcdonald. And I drank CAREMEL FRAPPE! hahaha! Nice okay! hahaha. I always like sweet things. (: LOVE LOVE LOVE! It's the first time I'm celebrating my birthday with people who are NOT from church, NOT from my secondary school! YET IT'S STILL VERY FUN! hahaha. THANKS PEOPLE! MUACKS! hahaha.

And today Maya gave me a hug because she owe me one. Since last monday. She said she was gonna give me a birthday hug. AND! QQ still havent give me my lollipop! I'm gonna yell at him whenever I see him!

Had AIM test today. SCREWED! TOTALLY! I dont know how to do at all lo! One word, "BUANG"! Me and the guy next to me both dont know how to do. I ask him, you dont want to do liao ah? He reply, I dont know how to do liao. haha. And morning I got the NTP test. hahah. Suppose to be a test. But so many people helping me. hahaha. THANKS ah. (:

So stress. School really scared me not stress enough lo. Keep having projects, presentations, this and that. ahhhh. And many tests are all bombing in. This is life man.. Poly lifeeee *sigh*

While waiting for my photos to be uploaded at Facebook.. I shall blog! With more photos. (: I've gotten the photos that's all in Rick's phone today! haha. SO HAPPY! More with *Umma. Waiting for her to send me. Probably tomorrow night. Since she went to Malaysia. (:

Huiping and Zoe with the balloon. (: In class.
me and Zoe with my balloon. (: In class too. (:
I'm trying to heat the balloon. So it doesnt look so inflated. Cos the balloon in cold place like nua nua one. Under the sun looks so bloated. hahaha.Zoe and Yong ren.
Yong ren and Rick. Rick look so funny in the photos..
Huiping and Zoe.
Serena and Huiping.
Huiping and Rick.
Me and Rick. They say he take the photo like go song ka one. HAHAHAHA!
Me and Huiping!(: We are the main lead of the day! (:
Rick and Zoe. They two did a lot for us. ((:Thanks! And RICK NG! Though you are quite nice.. BUT! STOP BEING LAME LA!
Everyone of us. EXCEPT!Rick the photographer.
Gladys and Serena. Gladys look super photogenic. (:
Zoe, Gladys and Serena.
With umma! (: and Huiping and Zoe. Why yongren at the back look so funny.
Umma and Zoe.
Zoe snap shot us! While me and Vanessa was trying to take a photo there. Another snapshot when they want to take photo. haha.

The photogenic girl! Group photo! (:

This is Zoe's steak! It looks not bad. This is Rick's. Mine is something similar! I got take photo! But is with Umma! Wait till I po mine!
And yesterday, I got a bear from Janx and a big big stitch towel from Yonghwee, Maya, Sera, Elaine and QQ. THANKS PEOPLE!
haha. Your towel is making Umma jealous. Because she loves Stitch! haha.

Photos at facebook is taking forever to be uploaded.. *sigh* so longg.

Got so many things to do. Presentation. Study for AIM, NT.
arghhhh. Dyingggggg.