Vodka and Caviar

Kind of addicted to this song these days after watching 醉后决定爱上你. Quite nice, although by this group which seems kinda ulu to me.

The lyrics :

有一种尖锐 在心里搁浅
寂寞时特别强烈
呼吸 刺痛 纠结
有一些笑脸 公式化出现
计算出快乐假面
是痊愈 还是上了麻醉
放了自己 放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸 多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己 放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己


你有过期待 也有过等待
满腔热血只无奈
现实 报废 浪漫
人群中进行 孤单时复习
你的坚强很争气
只是怎么学不会忘记
放了自己 放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸 多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己 放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己


放了自己 放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸 多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己 放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己
当那幸福的号志又一如往常的亮起
笑着放了自己

Anyway, cant wait for tomorrow's church camp! It's just an excuse to get away from work. Need a break badly. sigh.

credits :  thappiness@tumblr

Can't we survive alone? Sometimes I will really have so many questions like, "Why do we need to socialize?", "Why humans can't just standalone?", "Why we must interact with so many people?"...

If you give it a serious thought, humans are where problems come from. Every single working day, I'm so fed-up with people pushing and knocking me in the trains, with the government who bring in so many FOREIGN TALENTS who made our country so super crowded, with all the students who think that they are the bosses - wanting things in their way and nothing else, with the bus driver who drives so slow when I'm really running late. I do agree that some unhappiness that is caused everyday can be prevented if, eg. I leave house earlier to prevent from being mega late. But there are just things that cannot be controlled on our end.

Okay, not finding satisfaction in God is making me very picky and fussy and touchy, I admit. I'm almost picking on every stranger I meet everyday, if they knock me I'm really gonna stare at them. Or some super duper kiasu auntie knock me I will really go "so what if you are old? it's just a matter of time I turn old like you!". I kinda feel, not being close to God made me a more selfish person. Does it kill to knock me? No. It's just that I'm so self-centered that I only saw myself in the whole situation. And this is not the right act to display.

Maybe I should start reading God's words every morning. It is nice to see people sending bible verses to their friends early in the morning, just like one girl I saw this morning. I should start planning then! Wasted so many years already, don't want to waste away my 2012. :)

None but God can satisfy the longing of the immortal soul; as the heart was made for Him, He only can fill it. - Richard Trench