Friday, December 21, 2007
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Weien: Think i have to keep praying la. Thanks(:
Xiaoling: Hope i wont lose myself la. yup.
okay. i think this matter is like spoiling my mood everyday la. and is everyday la. actually i didnt know why i would show attitude one leh. as in. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY.可能潜意识内有些不满?我也不知道。also felt weird la. and i cant forget this matter la. it's constanty in my head. even if i want to forget also can't la. which i dont like la. at times i come to think that this kind of thing is so stupid and should not have happen la. but then it happened la. i think if it's just me and someone else in sch i will just dont care lo. just because it's someone else than it seems to be so 烦 la. if it's not my attitude, i think this thing wont happen?
i did try to change my attitude la. but i just think its so hard to. and have to constantly rmb not to hurt anyone. sometimes words just comes out without thinking la. without the thinking of tone to use, without thinking of the words used, without thinking of the loudness of it. bla bla bla.
theres really tons of things too look out for. and i can be really attitude at times la.and i know it la. hmmm. but i think cos God wants us to treat each other with love therefore i'm having a hard time now la. cos i think loving someone is hard la. and have to treat other people constantly with love is even harder la. i dont love anyone else but myself? maybe. maybe not. i dont know. observe in future ba~
end of that topic. I CUT MY HAIR YTD!!!! er.. it's pretty short. and it makes me look like a little girl la. people who can see it on sunday will know la. people who cant see it on sun. i will po my picture someday la. then you all will see it. or you all want to jio me out also can. (:
grace is not here for me to share!):
i spend like almonst an hour to blog this small post. people who reads this. everything here is 有感而发。you may think that i shouldnt say this and that and stuff. *the "you" is anyone. not the one i having a talk with soon that one.* if you dont like it then i'm sorry and you dont read my post anymore la. thats all i have to say. no hard feelings.
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