It's Gracey's birthday! 20th! Finally hitting the 2! hahahahah! Seriously. We all are growing OLD! Although we havent always been talking and sharing, but it's always nice to know there's someone whom you can talk to when you are upset or what. (: And it's funny how we talked more via Facebook rather than talking more when she was still in town. hahaha. I LOVE YOU GRACEYYY! ❤❤❤❤❤
Schoolwork can only be cleared when I get out of that there. SIGH.
Listened to so many people talking about it, I realized I should also start to count my blessings. Even those little ones which I've really taken granted. Even the fact that I'm able to breathe is because of His grace. ❤
Seriously, Like a extremely lazy to do my work siaaaa. But I seriously got to do something with my NSS. If not really wait to fail liao mannn! And Foo's assignment 4. Sian dao. I've taken a long enough break watching my dramas. GOT TO START WORKING!
First post for 2011, like a little late. Oh well.
Life has been hectic even though it’s a brand new year. Lots of projects, lots of assignments. And best of all, I’ve fallen sick with all the timelines to follow. Well, part of student’s life. Can’t complain much about it either.
Sometimes I really can’t believe that I’m finishing student life! Like, 3 years passes really fast. Still remember the times when I was still so reluctant to start school, and now I’m finishing my poly. I thank God for bringing me through a whole of 3 years. With parts in it which I can’t imagine how would I actually pull through it. And for all the unhappy stuff that happened, it's really nice to have sister-in-christ around to share to. (: And the new experience to serve with other people. Which I'm glad to have the chance to.
Seriously, I haven’t gotten down to really write my new year resolutions. I know I’m already 13 days late. :/ Okay. I think I’ll think of them before February comes. But I do know I want to really come closer to God in the new year. Alright, this requires some actions.
Recently I find that my patience level is like ultimately LOW! Hmmm. I wanted to really be nice to even people who I don’t really like. But it seems so extremely hard these days. Even the presence itself annoys me. Something’s really wrong with me. Maybe its stress, maybe it’s because I’m sick. But I know that certainly doesn’t make me a good child of His. OKAY! I shall try harder to control myself. Chan Li Kuan! YOU CAN DO IT!
And recently all the depressing news about the boys. Seriously! Enough. Once breathing the same air, having the same belief. How can things turn out this way? Super upsetting. :(
Alright, I need to jiayou for my lab test. Really a don't-understand-at-all. And all the exams that I'm going to take really really really soon! ): Like throw me so many stones to catch. ): I want to run away, but I know I can't.
It's Christmas!!!!(: A year is coming to an end! Like super fast! hmmmm. I dont know what I should feel for the whole of this year. Like a complicated. hmmm. :/ But well, I'm glad that at least I treat God's work more seriously and is more willing to commit to serving Him. Other times it's more of just do. Therefore I'm glad! And to really face the fact I do have some problems in life and am trying to make some changes, I'm glad too! (:
I'm finishing my student life soon too. Which makes me sad because I got to think of what to do next again. SIAN TTM. But well, unavoidable.
And one thing I'm also quite happy, no is very happy, is that I got to see my Junsu for real! Although it's like a far. hahaha. Just being a fan girll. hahaha.
Alright, I really have to get down to writing of my cards! Lastly, my Junsuuuu! (:
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Trusting is such a hard thing to do.
Is it because humans just tend to keep things to themselves as self-protection therefore it's hard to trust people around?
Nothing happened. Just a random thought.
I now regret sending out that mail. I should have just let things be as it is. I do have the feel it's better without me. oh well. I CAN'T BELIEVE I CRIED LIKE MAD OVER IT! BOO!
for the one who stand by me, GLADYS YANG! I LOVE YOU! I may have to wait till you hop by my blog to see this. heeee
我想要相信我的選擇是對的。就算我現在可能不這麽認爲。FAITH!
我想要相信我的選擇是對的。就算我現在可能不這麽認爲。FAITH!
I made my own tang yuan today! FROM SCRATCH! happy! Finally get to eat the tang yuan with brown sugar inside! yumyum!
Went to church and learned how to make my own ribbon!!!!
It's like a cute can!!!! Love these handmade stuff!!! (:
MARY! isnt it cuteeee? heeeee. I SEW IT ALL BY MYSELF OKAYYY!
Now I understand the meaning of irreversible. Some things are never going to be the same anymore. I'm no longer feeling as comfortable. People are getting closer with people as I step away. Which I can't blame anyone because I walked away first. Even though efforts are being made, but it just felt different now. Well. Some come and some go, didn't I already know that already?
