Vodka and Caviar

The thought of having endless holiday till I get a job really scares me. No more waiting-for-holiday-to-end-and-going-back-to-school already. ): Because it's endless holiday, all the more I'm afraid that I will waste too much time. Seriously got to plan my time out! And since I want to go JYJ concert, I really got to start working and save up some money! 

Looking forward to tomorrow to going out with girly girls! Or should we say GOSSIP GIRLS! hahaha. (: And and I changed my blog look again! Changed back to the old skin because I still like it better! But I changed the color. Because black see long liao like a sian dao. heee. Nice? (: 

I feel that everyone had grown up. Was sitting down in Starbucks today with Wanyee and Grace, having our last chat before Grace returns to Melbourne to study tomorrow, about CYYAM. And we looked at people around us generally. Like those YFs. Seriously, they had all grown up. From all secondary one, to now O level graduated. Then more are going upper secondary. From really short to really tall. haha. Everyone changed over the years. 

And for people around me, some of which thinking might have changed? Their view towards some things would have changed. It's true, your thinking does change when you grow older. That's why when we grow older, we thinks complicated-ly of some things that can be really simple... At least I felt this wayyy. As we grow older, there are simply more things to take into consideration. Simply that. 

And I realised I don't share A LOT about myself. As in, my thinking. Things I say can be very general. Most of the time, not very much of what I think. Maybe just things that's very surface. Maybe I'm not thinking deep enough. Maybe I can't organise what I want to say. And that irritates me, sometimes. 

Finally exams are all overrrr! Like a burden off my shoulder. Means can play liao! (Y) heee. I didnt really manage to study for my last paper, ITSMFP. Well, I don't care now! heee.

School's over! I'm done with NYP! Seriously, I'm a little upset la. Because I know after I graduate and get into the workforce, relationship between me and whoever I'm going to meet is going to be different from people I met in school. Well, GGs meet up on wednesday! yayy! hahaha. Like a finally everyone can slack togetherrr. (:

And I'm going to watch Black Swan today! With Chan Jun Jie, the poor guy who has got injections on his head. Heard from Xiaoling the movie is good. Okay, I'm looking forward to it! (:

Common test is over! Like a happy only! Still got 3 exam papers to do! :S But definitely I felt better with somethings cleared. 

就快要毕业了，对于以后要做什么，我真的一点头绪也没有。

Seriously, my brain is really useless these dayss. My memory is really failing. I forgot that I've got the dinner with my group, I forgot the song that I was told to send the girls. Like a funny huhhhh. Am I really getting SO old?

Super fun at Irene's house last night! Although like a damn tired from the whole ton-ing thing. And we didnt get to spend much time together because the guys stayed till morninggg. But eating mac mac time was nice. (: ♥

Quan jia fu! (: Lunar new year again! Time for all the eating and photo taking again! (:

Mary in my roommm. (: 

me and mummy! Like a rare we take photo togetherrrr. hahaha. 

and me! Should have wore my nerd specs. hahaha. 

After all, this year's new year is pretty fun. And definitely ate more than last year. At least I felt so? heee. Seriously, i'm so damn full! 

There's more visitation to do! heee. Like a happy... C:

These days... weather has been good! Not too hot, not too cold. C: which is really good! hee hee.

Went to school for NSS optional lab test today! Like a not bad? Maybe can do pretty well? hahaha. Seriously quite happy. Because it's a module that I feel it's quite hard to pass.

And tomorrow is already Chinese New Year! Wa... Time passes really fast. Time for all the goodies to be fitted in our tummies! YUMYUM! Heee. I'm done with cleaning my room! Actually no need very clean also laaa. No one will see it anyway. I'll be out on all days. But I still got modules to study for! Common tests are coming. Exams are coming. I want all these to be over, but not wanting graduation. :|

Well, set that aside. I'm looking forward to tomorrow! Going to Mary's house to stay over? heee. I think I will. Then chu2 at her house also! chu3 going Nic's house. chu4 going Irene's house. Like a fun man! heee. Want to take lots of photos!!! heeee.

oh! and I seriously like my cute boy!

Very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very
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very very very very  CUTE! C: