Vodka and Caviar

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okay.. my FIRST blog post for the year 2008!! haha. soon i'm going to get my results le. hmmm. i'm the kind who dont like to go to a new enviroment one. as if it would kill me if i go. but was just reluctant to go la. so thinking that i have to go poly. have to go to a unfamiliar enviroment then i will freak out la. like primary sch, the first day of school is my parents bring me to school one. so not so afraid. but now. cant be my parents bring me to poly right... it's tired to worry about stupid stuff la. and i also want to go work. but then the enviroment thingy is bugging me again. like i will be afraid to go to a completely new place. thats why it's hard for me to work alone. really hard.

Anyway. 2007 is over. er. felt that i really seem to have wasted a year la. and i dont want to do the same for 2008. hopefully i wont waste. yup. There is a period of time i dont feel like going to church la. erm. cant explain why. but there is a time when i dont feel "home" in church. i will feel out of place when i'm in church la. so i sort of dont want to go?? something like this? but then i think 2007 really let me see the LOVE among brothers and sisters again la. really had fun serving. thou sometimes i will dont feel like going for the event. but later on when i go my attitude will change la. which is good la. (: Really felt glad that i didnt give up la. i think if i give up i would have regret la. yup. and Thank God for the people He put around me la. give me supports and encouragments la. it helped. alot. Like grace, when i was like joining back church again, after not coming for a while, she was with me la. so i didnt felt so uncomfortable la. THANK YOU GRACE!!!!!!!!!!! ( if you see this post.(: ) Then also got talk to meifoong shuqin they all. like the encouragment they gave. let me think alot la. about not leaving la. So.. THANK YOU MEIFOONG AND SHUQIN!!!!!!!! And still have other people la. like waiyee xiaoling they all. yup. so THANK YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!! (:

I think people wont know the LOVE we got here untill they come la. haha. is until i dont come church then i realise that without Christ i'm reallly nothing lo. erm. if i'm not working spiritually, i'm just waiting to die only lo. like what can you do?? work?play?study?eat?sleep? thats all?? then wait for one day to end. then wait for a month to pass. waiting for the new year to come? then grow older by a year. but the life you lead is still the same?? actually you look back what you do it's all the same. Like you really cant do much la. and what you acheive is 帶不走的。yup. true? haha. think it's very true la. yup. haha. okay. i'm ending my first post. a long one. i think. haha.

这一年来我得到的很多，你呢？

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Weien: Think i have to keep praying la. Thanks(:

Xiaoling: Hope i wont lose myself la. yup.

okay. i think this matter is like spoiling my mood everyday la. and is everyday la. actually i didnt know why i would show attitude one leh. as in. I REALLY DONT KNOW WHY.可能潜意识内有些不满?我也不知道。also felt weird la. and i cant forget this matter la. it's constanty in my head. even if i want to forget also can't la. which i dont like la. at times i come to think that this kind of thing is so stupid and should not have happen la. but then it happened la. i think if it's just me and someone else in sch i will just dont care lo. just because it's someone else than it seems to be so 烦 la. if it's not my attitude, i think this thing wont happen?

i did try to change my attitude la. but i just think its so hard to. and have to constantly rmb not to hurt anyone. sometimes words just comes out without thinking la. without the thinking of tone to use, without thinking of the words used, without thinking of the loudness of it. bla bla bla.

theres really tons of things too look out for. and i can be really attitude at times la.and i know it la. hmmm. but i think cos God wants us to treat each other with love therefore i'm having a hard time now la. cos i think loving someone is hard la. and have to treat other people constantly with love is even harder la. i dont love anyone else but myself? maybe. maybe not. i dont know. observe in future ba~

end of that topic. I CUT MY HAIR YTD!!!! er.. it's pretty short. and it makes me look like a little girl la. people who can see it on sunday will know la. people who cant see it on sun. i will po my picture someday la. then you all will see it. or you all want to jio me out also can. (:

grace is not here for me to share!):

i spend like almonst an hour to blog this small post. people who reads this. everything here is 有感而发。you may think that i shouldnt say this and that and stuff. *the "you" is anyone. not the one i having a talk with soon that one.* if you dont like it then i'm sorry and you dont read my post anymore la. thats all i have to say. no hard feelings.

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MAKING making MAKING

ok.. today i all about MAKING!!!!!!! like 1230 i met waiyee to go chinatown there to buy those making making stuff la. er... then we spent quite some time in the shop.. choosing here and there. haha. then we came back to my hse and make. haha. it was fun. but very in need of nai xin la. which i dont really have. but anyway. we made a lot of stuff!!! haha. below are the photos waiyee took after we finish making those. yup. haha. we are even thinking that we can make and sell la! for some money. haha. i think they still needs improvement la. but i think for first timer it's already consider not bad le ba. Right? haha.

this suits gRace!!! haha..

okay. it's going christmas!! but i haven even finish writing cards yet la!!! i think i'm writing like 25 this year. but i only got 12 or 13 DONE!!!!!!!! which i still have like half left to write!?! OH MY GOSH!!! i'm quite lazy to write la. er. but i think i will chiong finish before christmas!(: oh ya. i baked cookies ytd!! with gRace and cuimin. they came to my hse! then we bake and bake and bake! play and play and play! haha. then we ordered KFC delevery to my hse then we eat. then after that we played MONOPOLY! haha.. Cuimin is the big winner!! haha. i'm second! gRace LAST!! haha. gRace keep going into the jail la. Cuimin also. and my mum saw the cookies we made. and she said it looks like 火炭. i dont know how to spell it in english. but i think it's taste is not bad one lo. thou it dont have the look. but it still have the taste lo. haha. but i think this week is like busy yet not so busy. like if that day got thinbgs to do then it will be... wa. tired. but if got nothing to do then is really online whole day liao. yup. and tml i'm going to build sandcastle again!! haha. and MARY ONG LI WEN IS COMING!!!!! hahaha. so happy. mary, you better dont back out lo. i'll kill you!!! if you back out. yup. and i watched anime!! just now. super nice. it's called D.Gray-Man. super nice. haha. but it's like getting slower each week. so have to wait. i think i'm hooked onto it! but it's really nice. even chan junjie also always ask me on msn if got any new d gray man epi uploaded le lo. haha.

okay. i'm stopping here. too much to read.. later you people get bored. okay. continue agan.(:

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BACK FROM CHURCH CAMP!!!!!!(:

AHHHHH~!! Finally back from camp. just reach home like not long ago. like 4pm. wa.. really very tired lo. er.. like keep doing the packing and washing and preparing. then during the camp i dont know why i keep having the i dont understand what jing yang(木頭) is saying like that la. so i got the very afraid of later do wrong things like that la.but anyway. the person i invited to go the camp but dont want to go one.(you know who you are), you should feel sad that you didnt go lo. cos the camp is really great lo!

I think the testimonies are good la. i mean i only heard hexun, xiaoling. dao yi, ziling. think thats all. cos have to do log stuff sometimes so cant hear all the testimony that were being shared. yup. but those i heard i think very good la. think will have an impact on one's life la..and i think i quite emo la. cos quite a few times when after they shared then will sing a song that they think can have some meaning or sth one. then i will sing until the eye like wet liao like that la. think the one i cried is ziling one la. cos when she said that she didnt put the things unto God's hand and then i realise i also never really do so la. when i say i want to be a christian, 我到底有多想要啦~ which i really have to ask myself la. and the songs tgt with their sharing is like a punch to me la. as in the lyrics of the songs chosen really made me think alot la. like i rmb one the lyrics like saying that God knows what you are undergoing now la. And also we have to put things into His hands cos he already prepared for us liao la. think i still learning to do so la.yup.
oh ya. we did a DISC test. and i'm super high 'I' la.. always having sunshine with me.. haha. very 樂觀 also. haha... which is all pretty true la. haha. esp the last night. i dont feel like sleeping lo. so in the end i slept like 6 plus. till llike 9 plus then go eat breakfast. the timing before i go to sleep is like so high la. like a little bit i also will laugh like crazy. like got this boy named johnson. He wore socks with the crocs shoe. then we were all laughing like crazy la. haha. just like too high le lo..

The whole camp is all about packing and cleaning for us la. haha. ShuQin and i were like buddy buddy like that. go wash the water tub tgt, pack the things for games tgt, look after the same place for the dark angel game. haha. was fun but really tired la. then Jing Yang some times also will very 廢 one lo. like sometimes he will say some jokes la.. but the jokes is all quite 難笑 de la. he really has got a funny side la. then he always like when we ask him something like example, do we have to prepare the tea break stuff now anot. then he will "don't worry, can do later." seriously 皇帝不急太監急咯。haha. but working with him also quite nice la. haha. at the begining we always call him BOSS la. haha.. cos he have to tell us what to do la. then we call him BOSS. Then till the last day then i know he knows how to sing those very old songs la. like by wang jie kind. wa.. he really 不簡單 lo... haha... heard him sing when we were downstairs talking and writing cards and stuff la. he reallly very funny lo. then when we take photos in the santury also very funny lo. haha... we dont want to stand close to JingYang the log head. haha. i think the photo would be funny la.

At first i didnt really want to go to the camp la. i dont know why but i think my attitude at the beginging was not right la. i think i mainly is cos have to go so i go la. not really cos of the serving purpose then i go la. which is not very good la. but thank God that when the camp starts then i started to really do w/o like alot of 不願意 la. think at first i dont really feel like going to the camp cos i dont feel like going la. mainly some self-centred reasons la. so not good. yup.but i did learn some stuff thru the camp la. which is my 收穫啦.. glad that i went la. (:

okay.. think thats all for today!! will upload photos when i got them. think i will search hard for the one taking we log team one lo. think it really very funny la. haha..(: i going to sleep liao!! night!(: