Kind of addicted to this song these days after watching 醉后决定爱上你. Quite nice, although by this group which seems kinda ulu to me.
The lyrics :
有一种尖锐 在心里搁浅
寂寞时特别强烈
呼吸 刺痛 纠结
有一些笑脸 公式化出现
计算出快乐假面
是痊愈 还是上了麻醉
放了自己 放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸 多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己 放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己
你有过期待 也有过等待
满腔热血只无奈
现实 报废 浪漫
人群中进行 孤单时复习
你的坚强很争气
只是怎么学不会忘记
放了自己 放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸 多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己 放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己
放了自己 放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸 多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己 放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己
当那幸福的号志又一如往常的亮起
笑着放了自己
Anyway, cant wait for tomorrow's church camp! It's just an excuse to get away from work. Need a break badly. sigh.
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MAY, please be nice.
Can't we survive alone? Sometimes I will really have so many questions like, "Why do we need to socialize?", "Why humans can't just standalone?", "Why we must interact with so many people?"...
If you give it a serious thought, humans are where problems come from. Every single working day, I'm so fed-up with people pushing and knocking me in the trains, with the government who bring in so many FOREIGN TALENTS who made our country so super crowded, with all the students who think that they are the bosses - wanting things in their way and nothing else, with the bus driver who drives so slow when I'm really running late. I do agree that some unhappiness that is caused everyday can be prevented if, eg. I leave house earlier to prevent from being mega late. But there are just things that cannot be controlled on our end.
Okay, not finding satisfaction in God is making me very picky and fussy and touchy, I admit. I'm almost picking on every stranger I meet everyday, if they knock me I'm really gonna stare at them. Or some super duper kiasu auntie knock me I will really go "so what if you are old? it's just a matter of time I turn old like you!". I kinda feel, not being close to God made me a more selfish person. Does it kill to knock me? No. It's just that I'm so self-centered that I only saw myself in the whole situation. And this is not the right act to display.
Maybe I should start reading God's words every morning. It is nice to see people sending bible verses to their friends early in the morning, just like one girl I saw this morning. I should start planning then! Wasted so many years already, don't want to waste away my 2012. :)
None but God can satisfy the longing of the immortal soul; as the heart was made for Him, He only can fill it. - Richard Trench
It has been great! Eating lots of chocolate, cakes, junks, pizza, blah blah blah. Seriously growing much fats! Oh no.
And it is my first time receiving a cake like personally. I mean, not birthday cake.
And it was all fun having gift exchange in church. We all like the gifts we all got! :)
So overall, it's good! (Y)
Anyway, a year is coming to an end. Really really fast! Every thing just passed by so quickly. It seems like not long ago I was still studying, I was still preparing for examinations, I was still worried about what job to take up, I was still 22 years old. Although I'm still 22 now, but soon I'm gonna turn 23. Oh well.
It hasnt been exactly a good year, at least for me. There seem to be this human issue for me everywhere with everyone! Really, human-matters are the toughest matter to resolve. Okay, this is all so troublesome.
New year resolutions for 2011, all forgotten. Can't seem to remember what I wrote last year, but I'm pretty sure not all are fulfilled. But since 2011 is going to be over, I cant do much about it. I only can do better for 2012, right? That's it! I shall set some 2012 new year resolutions, which are achievable, soon!
It has been ages since I last blog! Seriously thinking who would still be reading this but well, doesn't matter even if no one reads it. :)
Today, attended a wedding then I was out with Vanessa and Gladys.
Sometimes I wonder if all comfortability are fake? Okay, skip that.
Lastly, my buys for the day! Loving my new shoe, bag and necklace! :)
Today, attended a wedding then I was out with Vanessa and Gladys.
Sometimes I wonder if all comfortability are fake? Okay, skip that.
Lastly, my buys for the day! Loving my new shoe, bag and necklace! :)
I can't seem to mingle in well with people these days. Maybe because I no longer want to put in the effort to mingle, to even laugh.
People are nice, but not people I'm close to. I don't feel belong in there? I'm just like a passerby. Although I thought that not being close shouldn't be much of a big deal anyway, but it certainly is a hard time if they are all the people that you have in that few days.
It does feel good to have a getaway, to be still be blessed with the ability to serve. But there are just some uncomfortable in it.
I was feeling really out, until singspiration, when singing the song, then I know I shouldnt attend the event and letting people affect me. Shouldn't God be the reason for me to feel happy enough? and indeed I felt better. Maybe this meant that even if one day I really go to another church, I will really be able to focus on God and not serve because of people.
People are nice, but not people I'm close to. I don't feel belong in there? I'm just like a passerby. Although I thought that not being close shouldn't be much of a big deal anyway, but it certainly is a hard time if they are all the people that you have in that few days.
It does feel good to have a getaway, to be still be blessed with the ability to serve. But there are just some uncomfortable in it.
I was feeling really out, until singspiration, when singing the song, then I know I shouldnt attend the event and letting people affect me. Shouldn't God be the reason for me to feel happy enough? and indeed I felt better. Maybe this meant that even if one day I really go to another church, I will really be able to focus on God and not serve because of people.
SO CUTE AND FUNNY!
This?
or this?
actually I feel that the Korean sings nicer.
Just a quote of the day. Nothing much.
Sometimes I wish I can just choose what I want to input into my brain. I don't want things that upsets me, I don't want to live in stress, I don't want to leave my comfort zone. But I guess all these are not possible if I don't wanna be self-centered.
