It's 11th January! 2009! And I havent talk about 2008. The year that made me grow in some ways and yeah. And many happenings.

First, studying life. It wasnt totally easy to move from a life when I can wake up everyday 11am or even later and sleep at like 5am, to a life when I have to go for lesson at 9am and only sleep at 2am every single day. I mean weekdays. And having to meet new people. It really scare me lots. I'm very afraid of not making friends in school. You guys must be thinking : "Likuan wont make friends? NOT POSSIBLE LA!". But that was indeed one of my worries la. It did stress me a lot. But thank God. (: Everything was alright. meet great people in poly. And I really like being with the girls. One whom I thought I wont like was *Vanessa Umma. But now, she is one whom I prefer to hang out with always. But these group of girls wont encourage me to SKIP LECTURES/TUTORIALS la. Thats what I'm really really glad about. I'm the one among them who skipped the most that kind of thing. But if they didnt stop me I think I would have skipped more. THANKS GIRLS! [Though I'm not sure if you guys would see this.]

Second, family. A family with no peace in siblings is what happens often in my family. Even my mum gave up on asking us not to quarrel. We had big fights in the past. All because of the stupid computer. And as I got my laptop, things got better. But we wont even talk to each other. We might not even see each other like for days. But after my dad got into hospital. Things really really got better. We just sort of grow, being more considerate and start talking with manners and with better attitude. It happened in the past as well. But like once in a few years that kind of thing. When we really in good mood then we will talk nicely. But now we do talk nicely and yeah.. Though we don't always talk. But at the very least, we talk to each other nicely whenever we are talking. Which is a thing I never imagine it would ever happen.

Had prayer conference yesterday. *Xiaoling was saying this email she saw in the past. I think I've seen it as well. It's about giving thanks to every little thing everyday. I remember there's this sermon in the past that tells us the same thing la. To givethanks for even those small things that we see everyday la. The email was saying something like, everything we see everyday was given by God. And we should give thanks and not take things for granted la. I do think that I'm taking a lot of things for granted. yeah. Not good. Theres a period of time when I do givethanks for the small things I see. And I think that you tend to really appreciate things more. But well, being the lazy me of course this thing didnt last. Maybe I can try this again. (:


But speaking of yesterday. It was so.. busy, full-of-things, funny!
Went to EXPO yesterday for the John Little sale yesterday cos I need to get heels and formal wear. And I really got a pair of heels! But that wasnt the point. The 4 of us, usual 4 la huh, were happily looking at the clothes, trying them, seeing how cheap they all are. And then I left my bag at the trolley of clothes and we just walked off without realising it. *Xiaoling actually left her wallet in my bag la. And while we were shopping, we heard : "Miss See Seowling, please come to the customer service counter to retrieve your belonging." O.S: Maybe not exactly like this but something like this. The 4 of us then realised that I forgot my bag. We just started to laugh like crazy and *Xiaoling and I chiong to the front to get our bag. Super funny and super paisey la! hahaha.
After happily shopping at EXPO we went to Plaze Singapura. TO SHOP AGAIN! For my formal wear. Well, I hope what I got can make it la. If cannot I also dont want to bother with her la. ((:

Anyway, was happy that we had a good sharing yesterday. (((((: Like *Xiaoling said, we shall be positive. (: Since we know that things might get harder in future. Thats what we really can do. (:

And today.. FUND RAISING! Woke up late again. But I cab-ed down la. Was.. alright.. But tiring. Next week still have! wow.. haha. TIRING! Like *Olivia said : "This kind of fund raising, really once a year can liao lo. SO TIRING!" haha. She say until like quite funny la. Well. She's right la. It's quite tiring. Everyone was so tired by the end of the day. I chiong home right after everything was done la. ohoh! and I cant forget *Peien saying I'm a robot la! Yes yes, I'm not a human. I'm a laughing robot. Will this do?

I HAVE PRESENTATION TOMORROW! And I havent prepare yet. Siannnnnnnn...
I wanna get done with everything! EVERYTHING! I'm getting quite stress with school stuff la. Projects and projects and projects. It's crashing me down. Totally. I couldnt even rest well during naps! I'm not even stress for Os la! I mean not as stress as now I am.. *sigh*